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Jun 15, 2015 19:42:06 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 15, 2015 19:42:06 GMT -6
 INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT Brendon had experienced Joshua’s silence many times prior but somehow it felt different this time. His roommate’s entire posture, his expression, and the emotions Brendon could decipher were different than the ones often exhibited with him. Brendon belatedly recalled the scene from earlier today… and was reminded of his roommate’s callous attitude when it came to others. How did he live his life like this? How did he possibly get anything done?
Stephanie retracted her hand and her expression changed to annoyance. Although, her attention soon shifted back to him and Brendon found himself the target of her conversation once more. “What do you do, go out and gather up others to make yourself a ‘rude posse’?” She asked him snarkily. Surprisingly, she was still rather unaffected by their attitudes and even went on to add a bit spitefully: “Also: room fifty-two.”
Brendon’s expression darkened and he quickly looked away as he grew tense all over. His reaction caused a soft laugh to escape Stephanie as she went on to say, “Gotcha.”
“What are you… a freaking stalker?” Brendon mumbled out begrudgingly, his voice low especially with the sound of the rain before them and the fire alarm behind them. “I’m leaving,” He added madly, shoving his hands into the pockets of the black coat before he stepped down the stairs and into the rain.
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Jun 15, 2015 20:42:55 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 15, 2015 20:42:55 GMT -6
 
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs Brendon…
Brendon had betrayed him. He was just like everyone else…a disappointment. He was angry and bitter with him…but those emotions did nothing to quell his desire to have him…
Brendon…
Joshua’s gaze twisted into a glare as he mentally growled out his name. He looked to the boy, but said nothing. He held no forgiveness for him despise the boy’s obvious dislike of this girl. His initial anger would not disperse and only grew as he thought about how little his obsession could be satisfied. He wanted Brendon all to himself and no one else.
Joshua’s jaw tightened as he turned and began following his roommate towards the athletic center. His wants were unrealistic…insane…wrong…sadistic…but they wouldn’t stop.
He didn’t know this boy. Joshua knew nothing about him and yet he wanted to claim him as if he were a mere object to be conquered. His desires disgusted him and he wanted to forcefully tear them away.
The frustration…was physically painful…but it was also endless…
He had lived his life with such resentment…and now he had something new to torment him. Joshua’s gaze darkened as the burst of anger dulled and was replaced with an emptiness that weighted heavy in his heart…
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Jun 15, 2015 20:59:26 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 15, 2015 20:59:26 GMT -6
INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT There was more silence. There was always silence but, again, this time it felt… different. Brendon walked alongside his roommate as the two of them started down the path which would lead them to the athletic center. But, the longer they walked the more irritated he could feel himself becoming. Brendon glanced up and over toward Joshua, sending him a nasty scowl of impatience. But, just as quickly his concentration was severed when… that damn girl…
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Jun 15, 2015 23:08:49 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 15, 2015 23:08:49 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs Joshua’s features darkened when he caught sight of the female student from before stepping into place beside them. It was clear her interest was in Brendon and Joshua instantly felt the sharp sting of jealousy. He was through with her company and wouldn’t allow her another opportunity to bother either of them.
Joshua caught Brendon’s wrist within his grasp and began pulling him forward and away from her. He brushed past a few students in front of them and easily made it into the athletic center. He then released his roommate to first fold his umbrella before grasping him again and continuing forward.
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Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 15, 2015 23:22:13 GMT -6
 INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT A jolt rushed through Brendon’s body, briefly, when Joshua abruptly grasped tightly onto his wrist and began to forcefully lead him forward and away. Brendon’s amber gaze widened somewhat. He… enjoyed… Joshua’s reaction. He realized that but quickly shoved the thought and feeling away. He refused to acknowledge it. He refused to give into anything of that kind.
When the two of them entered the athletic center, Brendon had regained control of himself and when his roommate attempted to grab him by the wrist a second time—Brendon immediately jerked his arm away. He wouldn’t be dragged around by him. He would walk where he wanted to walk and when he wanted to walk there.
“How does it feel to know my name?” Brendon asked with irritation lacing his tone: it was his attempt to start a conversation with his roommate. He was completely unaware of the damage it had done: Joshua hearing his first name from the mouth of someone other than himself. If anything, he presumed the opposite—that his roommate had already been plotting to use it against him.
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Jun 15, 2015 23:45:16 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 15, 2015 23:45:16 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs This time…Brendon avoided his grasp and made it very clear that he wouldn’t move from where he stood. Joshua frowned down at him, but broke eye contact to look outside. There within the dark he could see that damned girl approaching them but his attention on her…was instantly shattered…
“How does it feel to know my name?”
His entire body tensed as anger spread through him. He could hear the irritation within his roommate’s voice, but it did nothing to quell his own feelings on the matter. Slowly…his intense gaze fell onto the boy, but he didn’t look pleased with the information that had been given to him.
“…”
Joshua…was fighting to contain his temper, but it was proving difficult. His roommate…had no idea his feelings on the matter.
“I was to receive it…from you and only you,” he growled lowly.
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Jun 15, 2015 23:53:17 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 15, 2015 23:53:17 GMT -6
INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT When Joshua’s hard emerald gaze lowered down over him, Brendon’s unconscious response had been to stiffen and glare back just as intensely. He hadn’t expected the sheer force of anger to be directed onto him but he soon learned why: “I was to receive it… from you and only you.”
Brendon tensed further and within his chest he could feel his heart beginning to beat quicker. Joshua’s reaction… stirred feelings within him. His roommate was too damn… sexual. The feelings that tried to surface were instantly snuffed out: Brendon crossed his arms over his chest and looked away with contempt filling his features.
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Jun 16, 2015 0:12:10 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 16, 2015 0:12:10 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs Joshua watched…as Brendon…looked away from him. He was possessive of the boy’s name…and felt as though it had been taken from him. Brendon’s name…was now a permanent reminder of the fact…that he could never have all of him. Joshua wanted to be the first and only person to have his name…but such a want was unrealistic and insane…or…was it?
“I’ll never... call you by that name because it belongs to the countless strangers you’ve carelessly given it to.”
His tone was both blunt and bitter, but low enough for only his roommate’s ears. He wanted ownership over his name…and he had figured out a way to have it…
“Come on you two. You can both talk in the gymnasium,” one of the teachers actually interrupted them as she stepped forward and gestured them to step inside.
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Jun 16, 2015 0:23:32 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 16, 2015 0:23:32 GMT -6
INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT “I’ll never… call you by that name because it belongs to the countless strangers you’ve carelessly given it to,” His roommate declared darkly and his statement brought Brendon’s attention back to him. The meaning behind Joshua’s statement made him angry. How the hell else was he supposed to introduce himself to other people? How the hell could he possibly go all of his life not once giving out his name? He felt angered and insulted by his roommate’s remark.
“Come on you two. You can both talk in the gymnasium,” A teacher interrupted their discussion in order to make them head forward and into the gymnasium, but Brendon wasn’t done. As the two of them walked forward and toward the two large doors that had been propped open for this occasion—Brendon angrily turned to Joshua in order to tell him spitefully:
“You can call me whatever you want but I will only ever respond to Brendon,” He bit out.
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Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 16, 2015 0:47:41 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs Joshua could see the boy’s confusion and anger to his statement. But he didn’t care. He knew how illogical his anger was and that he was just as guilty when it came to giving out his own name. He was surprised his roommate had yet to call him crazy…it seemed rather befitting by this point.
The two of them reluctantly began moving towards the teacher…
“You can call me whatever you want but I will only ever respond to Brendon.”
Joshua’s features changed…as a subtle smirk began pressing into his lips. He was thankful…that the boy knew exactly what he intended to do. It didn’t matter to him whether or not he answered to his name…
“Bren…,” he whispered darkly as he leaned in closer to him. “...is the name I choose…and it belongs to me,” he told him possessively.
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Jun 16, 2015 3:58:04 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 16, 2015 3:58:04 GMT -6
 INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT A rather roguish grin formed on the lips of his roommate and his arrogance immediately struck a nerve with Brendon. He could feel the pull of his heart and within a matter of a second he purposely turned his attention away from him. Brendon continued to stalk his way forward and toward the gymnasium but Joshua easily kept up stride with him—and even leaned in intimately close and whispered to him:
“Bren… is the name I choose… and it belongs to me.”
Brendon nearly tripped. H—He nearly tripped over his own two damn feet. His heart skipped a beat within his chest before it began to pound in a wild frenzy. And, all the while, he could feel embarrassment creeping in. Within a split second it was as though he had gone from 0 to 100. His cheeks had lit up, his heart had gone wild, and he immediately made a fool out of himself: “I—I don’t care what you call me,” He instantly retaliated but he could even hear… the damn embarrassment in his voice. His tone had been higher pitched… and sounded odd even to his own ears.
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Jun 16, 2015 4:01:28 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 16, 2015 4:01:28 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs Bren’s…reaction was…intoxicating. Joshua naturally reached for him when his balance faltered…but he didn’t fall. His roommate caught his footing and grew embarrassed. Joshua’s eyes widened as he took in his reaction and felt it course through his body. He was both stunned…and aroused by his response.
“I—I don’t care what you call me,” Bren told him stubbornly…but everything was different. Joshua’s gaze lulled with yearning and he almost reached for him. But the presence of others around them…stopped him. He was shocked at how deeply he wanted him now...
Joshua wanted to call out to him again…but he knew the name would only further effect him. His breathing felt slightly off as he followed closely beside Bren as they finally reached the two teachers who were collecting student’s names.
“Room fifty two,” Joshua replied before they could even ask for their information. “Both of us,” he added when the teacher looked expectantly towards Bren.
“All right, head inside,” the teacher replied as she found their room and check marked both of their names.
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Jun 16, 2015 4:11:25 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 16, 2015 4:11:25 GMT -6
 INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT Why had he reacted that way? It made Brendon incredibly irritated that he had just told Joshua he would not respond to anything other than his name—but then the moment he had called him… t-that… He could feel his own heart picking up again as he merely thought about the stupid name Joshua had used.
How… How dare he… stupid… name.
“Room fifty two,” Joshua spoke up from beside him and Brendon begrudgingly brought his gaze toward the teacher at the entrance of the gymnasium. She was taking down the names of the students and their room number to ensure everyone from the dormitory had made it here safely. What a mess all of this had turned out to be…
“My name is Brendon,” He told Joshua stubbornly a moment later when the two had gone into the gymnasium.
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Jun 16, 2015 4:12:51 GMT -6 |
Post by Joshua C. Ardel on Jun 16, 2015 4:12:51 GMT -6
ᴅᴀʏ 1 | 11:00ᴘᴍ | ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ sᴋɪᴇs The gymnasium was loud and crowded…two things he strongly disliked. He found himself silently searching for an area they’d could have some form of privacy…but there was nothing. The raw feelings of…want were still there within his body but he had to restrain them. He would not expose either of them while they were within the company of others.
“My name is Brendon.”
Joshua brought his attention back down to…Bren and once again he could feel the temptation to call his name.
“Not to me,” he returned firmly.
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Jun 16, 2015 14:39:16 GMT -6 |
Post by Brendon Matthews on Jun 16, 2015 14:39:16 GMT -6
INTO THE NOTHING LEAVE ME AT THE BOTTOM WHERE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT “Not to me.”
Why had he reacted that way to the nickname Joshua had given to him? It felt as though he reacted to everything Joshua gave him. He had specifically decided he would not respond to anything other than his name—because Joshua’s earlier statement had insulted him—and yet the damn name he had come up with…
Brendon crossed his arms over his chest as he came to a stop in an area less crowded. The irritation and anger he felt wouldn’t go away, and neither would the slight embarrassment from the way he had reacted. His heart had jolted and he had nearly tripped over himself… how… stupid.
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